I LOVE JESUS!!!

WELL SORRY GUYS, i HAVEN'T UPDATED THiS THiNG iN QUiTE SOMETiME NOW. WELL NE WAYS iVE HAD A PRETTY GREAT SUMMER, SOME NOT SO GOOD PARTS, BUT FOR THE MOST PART iTS BEEN PRETTY AMAZING! LOTS OF SOCCER, SO NOT MUCH TiME TO DO NE THiNG ANYMORE   AND i HAVE BEEN A CRAPPY FRiEND TO SOMEONE THAT DOESN'T DESERVE THAT, BUT i HAVE BEEN PRETTY DAGGON BUSY, AND i HAVE A LOT GOiNG ON iN MY LiFE RiGHT NOW AND i JUST CAN'T HANDLE SOMETHiNG ELES. i DON'T KNOW HOW iM GOiNG TO HANDLE SOME OF THE THiNGS GOiNG ON RiGHT NOW, BUT WiTH GOD AND MY FRiENDS, iT WiLL GET BETTER. WELL i LOVE YOU ALL AND HOPFULLY i WiLL START DOiNG BETTER WiTH THiS THiNG...i LOVE YOU...JESSiCA

yay!! today is a month for me and matthew! im excited! i just love him! unfortunatly i didn't get to see him today because i was at emily and bethanys house like i have been for the past week, and we had to much to do today...but i get to see him tomarrow! lets see um my dad got a jeep the other day b/c he wrecked his car..i like it its on the older side but i really like it and hes happy so thats all i care about. he took me drivin in the woods and my yard when i got home. we live in the woods and theres this big drop off and he was tryin to go up it and the car was about to flip i swear, and i got scared so he back up and we went off road somewhere eles.lol but it was fun/scarey.  well im gonna go now i am kinda home sick, so im gonna go lay in my bed, but im sure i wont be here to long, ill probably be with the twins in a few days lol. love you girlies! im out--later~i love/kive you! lol bess

I GOT BACK FROM WOLRD CHANGERS YESTERDAY AND I HAD SO MUCH FUN!! IT WAS ONE OF THE BEST WEEKS I HAVE EVER HAD! I CAN'T WAIT TILL NEXT YEAR. I MET SPANKY WHILE I WAS THERE!! WHAT A SWEET KID!ME AND HIM WERE BUDS ON MY CREW.WE HAD A GOOD OLE TIME LOCKIN HIM IN THE PORTA POTTY AND SQUIRTIN HIM WITH THE WATER HOSE, BUT OVERALL THE BEST PART WAS SEEIN MRS. HELENS FACE WHEN WE WERE DONE WORKIN ON HER HOUSE. IT WAS SO WORTH IT. I REALLY ENJOYED IT AND THE NEXT BEST THING WAS SPANKY ACCEPTED CHRIST WHILE WE WERE THERE!! YAY FOR HIM! WELL ANYWAYS I JUST GOT HOME FROM SWIMMIN SO IM GONNA SHOWER AND STUFF BUT ILL UPDATE LATER. I LOVE YOU!-JESS